woof.

So I've been in bed sick for the past few days. I'll be back at school tomorrow. But I feel bad because I missed my ext1 tutorial work. Shame on you Alysha.

On Friday we went to the Ruse prefect afternoon tea thing, which was really cool. :) They did an amazing job of organising everything. Was pretty cool. Congrats to the Ruse prefects for the organising that amazing stuff.

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OH AND I GOT MY PHONE BACK!!!!!!!!!!

I think it was Miss Sweeney. She's always been a hero to me, such a passionate and brilliant teacher of english, but now I think she's actually a hero.

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Started cram reading The Mosquito Coast while in bed sick, so I've been thinking a lot about it. It's really way more of an interesting ext1 text than The Island in my opinion. You can fight me if you want.

But really, the personality of Allie, I dunno whether he annoys me or inspires me.

He's stubborn, a hard worker, MASSIVELY opinionated, cynical, smart, talks well, and positively full of himself.

I guess he's a bit like me, which says a lot.

But then again, he hates religion, is massively close minded, willing to kill for his cause, and really show-offy to the point of insufferablilty.

I really hope I'm not like that.

Maybe I am and I refuse to see it.

Haha.

At any rate, back to school tomorrow.

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Oh.

Also, I FINALLY DROPPED CHEM!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA I'M SO HAPPY. IT'S GONE! GONE!!! NO MORE CHEM! 11 UNITS!

I honestly feel so much freer. AND SO EXCITED ABOUT FREE PERIODS.

They make me feel warm and fuzzy inside.

I love free periods. They're like cats. Or warm chocoate chip cookies. Or hugs from miss mac. Or reading Harry Potter. Or watching Disney Movies. Or love letters from anons. Not that I've had many of those. Or any of those. But that's what I'd imagine they'd feel like. Although fuzzy wuzzys/gradelove is kinda similar.

Actually, I'm imagining what free periods will feel like. I haven't exactly had one yet.

I guess thinking of free periods is like all of the above.

I look forward to free periods. Although all I probably will be doing is sleeping throughout. Or working on english. Or math. Or talking. Or eating. haha.

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My mum is really starting to not want me to go to Relay for Life. I dunno how to convince her otherwise. I'm worried. I really wanted to go.

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Also, shout out to Shelley. I don't think you're a creepy person at all. In fact, I think you're quite awesome. Thank you for taking time out of your precious study time to bother reading this. haha.

Here's some Doctor Who just for you.

This is pretty much how I've been, sick at home.

BYE GUYS.

ARGH

Starting to get the feeling that no matter how much I'm studying I'm going to fail.

I need those 90's.


Marks are dancing through my dreams.
Notes and thoughts in constant streams
Radioisotopes and "from tyrant duke unto tyrant brother"  
P(x) = Q(x)(x-a) + R(x) and "That was the last time we saw one another."

sparks flies
between their eyes
just like the sparks in my galvanic cell
studying makes me feel like hell
watching them makes me feel that as well
where are you?
where are you?
where are you?
lames brains games
drained.

Before you think i think that's good, i think it's hideous but hey, mac told me i need to start practising poetry if i actually want to put a part of it into my ext2 so meh. Although i just ended up using word association through rhyme at the end. Oh well. It meant something to me at any rate. Doesn't ever mean the quality is good. If anyone can guess what I'm thinking about they deserve a prize haha.

Also i was reborn as a stalker today, as i have started to listen to other people on the bus in hope of making a story entirely from dialogue. What i heard was utterly useless, but then i guess that's they was people talk. And i do know these people, but i wasn't actually in their conversation, so slightly less creepy.

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"Do you remember what we were talking about before?"
"THAT thing?"
"Yeah."
"Yeah?"
"I talked about it with (name) and he agreed with what you said."
"Oh really?"
"Yeah."
laugh
"What're going to do about it?"
"I dunno."
"Good luck."
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Cool right? A whole conversation where people understand what's happening without ever mentioning a word about the subject.

I had a nightmare the other day. Bathgate sat me down and told me i needed to repeat year 11 cause I'm doing hideously badly. She then pulled out my report card and it was blank.

If the Doctor and the TARDIS actually exists, i beg of you, take me to some distant planet and let me see the stars. I'll come back refreshed and ready to kick ass.

i just need time.

but time stops for no one i guess.

what a bitch.

also, the coolest quote from my belonging related text that i can't use.

Man i wish i could photosynthesize my food...
Then i wouldn't be hungry right now.

Gosh the library is really boring.
But i should be making chemistry notes.
Argh so irresponsible.


DAMN YOU PROCRASTINATION!!!!!!

Proscrastination...

is really the enemy of every student on the planet.

I should have been doing chem assignment, instead i spent time on 9gag.

where i looked up chem jokes.

(this is the greatest one i've seen so far)

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

i nearly died laughing :)

Also the rain is making me sick. Which in turn makes me sleepy. Which in turn makes me grumpy.

And also quite possibly a little insane. I decided to borrow Virginia woolf's book 'Orlando' for funsies. Which is a victorian novel.

i had to read the first chapter like 10 times before i understand what was going on.

and i haven't got past the first chapter.

i feel really insane right now

so insane, i could write poetry when i really should be practising for my YOTY speech, but who cares about that?

or i could just shove lyrics from Relient K, the most awesomest band since the beginning of awesome, and is my favourite band so much so i actually bought a CD instead of downloading it for free.

yeah. dedicated.

i think a good song that would emphasise not concentrating is "maintain conciousness." (seriously kids listen to it, it's awesome.)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dPTwcZ1hEUc&feature=related

specifically because the lyrics match my thoughts almost all the time. haha. such as:

Our concentration
it contains a deadly flaw
Our conversations
change from words to
Blah, blah, blah

and

Well I think I had a point,
but I just got distracted

and

and that one thing
of the moment
that we all happen to like
will only very temporarily
kinda break the cycle
of the double-edged sword
of being lazy and being bored


and


t's all we can afford
to keep our eyes open
for just one more day
to keep on hoping
that we'll stumble on a way
to keep our minds open
for just one more day
cause it's completely up to us
to maintain consciousness

haha. see? it's exactly what you are thinking of when you're tired in class - how to stay awake.

lately my answer is ice coffee. but that just reminds me of how broke i am. haha.

and something i realised. i'm starting to be able to identify the regulars at the library, because i go everyday now haha.

AND OMGOSH THERE IS THIS KID.

i have no idea if they are a boy or a girl. currently i think girl. last week i thought boy i have no idea.

i think she's too pretty to be a boy, but she wears really manly clothing, i've never seen her in uniform, and she has super short guy haircut, so i have no idea.

anyway. rant.

i'm so cool  I'm so lame i'm playing with fonts and colours.

(hey mr. When are you coming back to the library? i need integration help.)

bye kids.