I HATE PERDISCO.

I regret leaving this till last minute.

Havan't even had the heart to start stats, cause i don't even know where to begin...

Luckily Jin can help me work out how to use peridisco, or i would be like worse than fail.

Have been to his house far too many times recently, his mum probably dislikes me... ahahaha...

It's always very... intense. doogum doogum.

Uni is more intense, probably because end of sem. ahaha.

I wish i could have gone to med revue. :(

Also, retarded dreams lately. :(

Law Revue.

Uni life has made me realise I never got over the social awkwardness that I had in primary school.

My mum always told my family friends and relatives that "Alysha really found herself in Baulko. She made friends and stopped being so awkward. She can talk to people."

I"m sorry mum, I actually still can't talk to people. It's scary and intimidating and i never learnt how to make friends. People made me their friend. I don't know why, but they did.

I remember in year 7, my dad took me to a dinner function and I brought a book with me. I didn't talk to anyone the entire night. I also finished the entire book that night. No, I lie. I did talk. Maybe twice. Once when my father introduced me to his boss and his wife told me she was a vet and I told her I was interested in that. (i ended up not wanting to be a vet cause i didn't like the idea of having to put down the animals... :/ ) The other time was when I asked the waiter for a new spoon cause i dropped mine. Typical right?

 My mum told me off, because that night my sister made friends with every other kid that was there, got their emails and went home and IMed them. She was in year 5.

Kinda sad, right?

My sister told me "Alysha, you need to start talking to people. I can't be there and help you make friends."

Actually, she really does help me make friends. All the church friends I have was because my sister introduced me to her new friend who happened to have a sibling in my grade.

(sniff) I'm so lonely haha

nah i'm not really lonely, because the friends I do have are very important to me and i like them very much :3

Just wish i can have more friends D:

ALL I WANT TO BE IS LOVED. IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK??

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EXAMS AND ASSIGNMENTS ARGH. UNI IS GETTING CRAZY.

I might not keep up D:

BUT I ALSO HAVE KYCK. YAYAY

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yes, i shall end this post.

missing something?

maybe. :D

Foods?

Today was fun! Went snack shopping and found some super cool stuff!

How cute is this Bruce Lee themed snack? It has pepper grinder nun chucks! (I didn't buy it though, so i don't know how it tasted...)

Furthermore pocky exceeded itself with cookies and cream flavour :) It was SUPER TASTY! i  love sweets hahaha (L) 

(That feeling when something nice enters your mouth ^^ It's like you're squirming with joy. ahhhn~)

haha

Also, when making dinner tonight, (steak, fish and steamed vegetables) my roomies noticed how my clothes kept getting dirty so they got me THE CUTEST APRON EVER IT'S ADORABLE WITH FLORALS AND LACE OMG I WOULD WEAR IT AS A DRESS IF IT WAS NOT AN APRON. haha does that make sense?

(you can't see it well cause i can't take pictures well. sorry >.< BUT I LOVE MY APRON.)

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ALSO I WANT TO BUY A ONESIE.

but i can't decided whether i want a stitch one, a monkey one, a duck one or a panda one...

hard decisions.

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exam on friday! not studied at all! yahhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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HOW SUPER TOTALLY DELICIOUS DO THESE LOOK????? I CALL THE JAMMY DODGER AND THE BOW TIE.

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In microecon lecture today Alberto keep making all these (not-sure-if-accidental-or-not) sexual innuendos.

He got all flustered and stuff, haha what a cutie.

Micron is easily the most interesting lecture.

Fun fact: i secretly want to sketch for Alberto, even though i can't draw at all. I'm terrible at drawing.

Next semester break i will practice drawing and when Alberto asks for a sketch artist i will volunteer.

Assuming i get alberto again.

I hope i get Alberto again.

I really like Alberto.

THIS IS NOT A LECTURER CRUSH. JUS SAYIN.

He's just the coolest lecturer i have. Which isn't hard, cause all the rest of my lecturers are boring. With strong accents.

Yay economics.

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One thing I both like and dislike about uni is getting to wear whatever i want.

On one hand, i can wear whatever i want.

On the other hand, i have to choose what i want.

Also, apparently my sense of style is very weird.

And apparently I look weird/fat/bad in general

Which makes sense to me i suppose.

oh wells.

HAHAHAHA USOPP.

kthnxbai

Summer falls, and so does the rain. Non stop.

hehe i have officially converted a friend to the great Dr Who series. :3

He's watching all the episodes frantically haha.

Also I have barely studied this mid sem break D: where did all my time go? (i know where it went: divided equally between sleeping, cooking, dr who and manga ==")

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I have a massive dilemma.

My house has no dryer. But i washed my clothes 3 days ago, but i didn't take it down from the clothesline.

Now they're sitting in the rain.

What should i do?!? If i leave it out for too long they'll go mouldy, but if i take it down i have no where to put it. *cries*

Ah dilemma!!

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Cooking for the household is kinda fun. I'll start be deciding what to make, and then about 15 minutes in (after I've done all the prep and the smell of food starts floating) the girls will come in and watch haha.

Also, we talk about retarded things and sing songs :)

I've realised it's a very 'girls' house. Like, we leave stuff lying around we can't leave lying around if there were guys here, but because we're all girls no one cares. ^^

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I said i would steal it, and so i did.


1: A song you like with a colour in the title
Red cup, hands up, long brown hair - Boys Like Girls (haha it has two colours!)

2: A song you like with a number in the title

22 - Taylor Swift

3: A song that reminds you of summertime 
Naked Kids - Group Love

Haha i remember when i showed my brother this song and he FLIPPED OUT IT WAS HILARIOUS

3: A song that reminds you of fond memories
Fireflies - Owl City ;)

Also Bohemian Rhapsody  - Queen 

16th Birthday party! Walking down the streets screaming that out, ah that was crazy :p

OH EL

hare hare yukai

THERE ARE TOO MANY SONGS.

4: A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about 
haha. Love the way you lie - Rihanna

5: A song that needs to be played LOUD
Ancient History - Hawk Nelson

6: A song that makes you want to dance
Only one real option here.

Call me maybe - Carly Rae Jepson

Lol jokes (sort of) Here's another one. 

Don't you worry child - Swedish House Mafia

7: A song to drive to

Like a lazy sunday afternoon drive? That's the only times im in the car... 
Put your records on - Corrine Bailey Rae

8: A song about drugs or alcohol
oh dear.

That shot song?

(only found out what it was actually called after i looked it up...)

9: A song that makes you happy 
DR WHO THEME SONG!!!!!!

ALL OF THEM

10: A song that makes you sad
I Need Love - Anna Gilbert

(it's not on youtube, awks...)

11: A song that you never get tired of
Aha i can never get tired of Relient K :)

Faking my own suicide - Relient K

12: A song from your preteen years
HAHA PRETEEN. That was like, what only 6 years ago? How strange 6 years seems so long. 

Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard

THIS WAS THE FIRST SONG THAT CAME TO MIND HAHA YELLOW CARD ><

13: One of your favorite 80’s songs
And I am telling you - Jennifer Holiday

Although this is a recent version, DUDE ISN'T JESSICA FRICKIN AMAZING????

14: A song that you would love played at your wedding
Currently I can only think of classical music, and so I'd have to go with 

Arabesque- Debussy 

15: A song that is a cover by another artist
Dare you to move - Jayesslee (original by Switchfoot)

16: One of your favorite classical songs.

I already used Arabesque D: 

Ave Maria Violin Duet - Schubert

17: A song that would sing a duet with on karaoke

Lucky - Jason Mraz and Colbie Calliat

18: A song from the year that you were born
Hero - Mariah Carey

19: A song that makes you think about life

Deathbed - Relient K. 

I know the choice i have here seem glum, but it's actually a good song.

20: A song that has many meanings to you
Wooden Shelves - JD Eicher & the Goodnights

21: A favorite song with a person’s name in the title
Cho Chang - AVPM

If that doesn't count

Jefferson, Aero Plane - Relient K

and if that doesn't count

Peter Pan - Jinja Safari.

That's it.

22: A song that moves you forward
haha.

Foward Motion - Relient K.

23: A song that you think everybody should listen to

Life of the Party - Boys like Girls.

24: A song by a band you wish were still together
... nope.

25: A song by an artist no longer living
Close to you - The Carpenters (the singer is not alive...)

26: A song that makes you want to fall in love
ahaha. 

Non-fiction love song - Jillian Edwards

27: A song that breaks your heart
Does this make me terribly sentimental? 

Butterfly Kisses - Bob Carlisle  

28: A song by an artist with a voice that you love

Love on Top - Beyonce

29: A song that you remember from your childhood
HAHA CHILDHOOD = DISNEY

hrm hard to choose. I'll think I'll go with Belle. 

I couldn't find the original cause copyrights, so here's DARREN CRISS.

ALSO I WATCHED VEGGIE TALES

Larryboy 

30: A song that reminds you of yourself
I've said this before, but I'm sure this song fits my life to a 'T' 

Maintain consciousness - Relient K

Where does that phrase even come from?

THIS TOOK SO MUCH LONGER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD.

Time...

When I tell people I don't know where all my time goes, I'm lying.

I know exactly where all my time goes.

I'm sleeping it all away.

I think I'm sleeping like 12 hours a day...

Go to sleep at 12 and wake up at 12...

Ok maybe that's an exaggeration. More like sleep at 1 and wake at 11.

Still, that's like 10 hours.

Hunting the supposedly elusive z's. I think I get too much of them :p

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Even though time isn't linear and it's actually like a big ball of times wimey stuff, and although skipping the night to go straight to breakfast would be awesome, waiting slowly for time is nice I suppose.

Time is supposed to heal you.

Like my stupid ankle.

And other things.

I read the letter without crying for the first time today.

I read it about once a week...

Even though I moved out, I still took the letters with me. I didn't want my family to read it an I didn't want to throw them... They're too special.

Am I silly?

Maybe.

I heard sw is sick, which makes me concerned, because he barely gets sick cause of his massive germaphobe ways...

JC and JM are having a party tonight and I'm not sure whether I should go, firstly because of my ankle and secondly because he was invited too.

I half want to go and half don't want to go because of that...

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On the train back to parramatta, and I'm excited to go to work.

I like tutoring English. I like it when they start to like their essay and get excited to do it. Is that silly? I love English so maybe that's why. I feel sad when they don't send me essays...

Is this what the English teachers feel?

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This is very rambly, I apologise.

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I HATE USING CRUTCHES. I HATE IT. THEY'RE SO INCONVENIENT IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. IT MAKES ME MAD.

Hence caps lock.

Also it's really hard to use when the ground is wet (rain) cause it makes the slip everywhere. So annoying.

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I hope he doesn't read this... He probably won't.

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Trains always make me sleepy. I dunno why. Probably cause it's quiet and you can't do much on a train. Especially if you're alone. I will like 99% of the time fall asleep on a train. And then like 10% have an issue with which stop I get off at because of that :p

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How's your mid sem break going? I hope you're being productive! :3

:)

Have some who.

why hello there

well so much has been happening and i don't even remember the last time i wrote something here.

I think the last time i wrote something was before i went to malaysia. Which was like (feels like) years ago.

Now we're all uni students, living the uni days life, (possibly) partying it up and (less likely) studying hard.

Also, I moved out! Temporarily. I'm staying at a friend's place till her brother gets back from Hong Kong cause her dad doesn't want her living alone.

Actually, she's really nice, and cute, but she doesn't know how to cook. So I'm kind of the house mates unoffical cook. lol.

But she takes amazing photos! She took a really nice one for me when i came back from ANIMANIA in costume.

OMG ANIMANIA WAS SO MUCH FUN. Although it turns out i suck at dancing compared to the king/queen of dance.

Breaking out those traditional Earth Ballads. (HAHA CASSANDRA)

Speaking of Doctor Who, OMG I LOVE CLARA. SHE'S SO PRETTY AND SMART AD CLEVER AND ASDFGHJKL AWESOME.

And Matt Smith is such a cutie. SO CUTE.

I'm really excited for Doctor Who Anniversary. I wish they brought back eccly as well as tenny. :( BUT AT LEAST THEY HAVE JACK. (one can tell where my values lie, ne?)

How are you guys finding uni? I'm really enjoying uni - aka the ramen days - but i kinda miss school. :( Having all my friends in the one place is really convenient. And now i realise how completely ANTI SOCIAL AND HERMIT I AM. I have made like next to no new friends, except for some dudes in my tutes. And according to my friends, they just want to *ahem* get friendly. :(

I WANT FEMALE FRIENDS. WHY DOES MY TUTES HAVE NO FEMALES. COMMERCE HAS LOTS OF GIRLS.

It's so sad! Acutally tbh during lectures I'm scared to sit with a bunch of girls because they're all already friends and it's hard to enter their friend circle.

Why do girls travel in packs? They're never alone. It's hard to approach girls in groups.

haha last time i was telling this to my church friend and she said i sounded like a desperate guy at the bar. She then told me to go and ask desperate guys at the bar for advice on how to approach women.

I think that would go down well, don't you? :p

Hope you guys enjoy mid sem break!

yayayayayayay

Today I pulled out an old pair of short hesistantly.

I have not worn shorts for more than a year an a half.

And after I put it on I smiled.

I DIDN'T FIT LAST SUMMER BUT I DO NOW.

HELL YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

Loving that post-HSC weight loss.

ATAR

Well i didn't get 92. I got 93.8. Lawl.

GUIZ, LET'S HOPE I GET 2ND ROUND OFFERS FOR UNSW.

kay baiz.

English tutoring

 Soooooooooooooooooo how'd you guys find your HSC marks? AHEM SHELLEY SHE JUST SAYING WTHECK HOW CAN YOU BE SO SMART AND BEAUTIFUL AND BEASTLY TAKING OUT STATE RANKS EVERYWHERE. (plz have my babies. Then they will be smart and beautiful and incredibly imaginary, because that's not possible, sadly. Which you would know because you state ranked bio. In which case, I'm sad because I love gurl, cos you are amazballs. And James is now feeling threatened.)

I find it freaky, because after putting my marks into an ATAR calculator, it told me I would get 92.1. And I dreamt I got 92. :O

I HAVE FUTURE PREDICTING QUALITIES!!!!

(in b4 I get 91 tomorrow hahaha)

Haha actually after I got my marks I went and changed my preferences to more realistic goals. So sad lol.

I don't think I can sleep tonight. So tense for ATAR. I could barely sleep last night. Luckily no work tomorrow ^.^

I was so tired today I bought a coffee from the local cafe during lunch whilst tutoring. Haha actually I slept for like 4 hours, and I felt more awake today than I did yesterday, when I slept for like 10. Mysteries of life.

So I've been tutoring this year 6 kid for selective. (his mum runs the Pre-uni I work at, so she asked me to tutor her kid) I'm his specific English tutor. She asks other tutors to teach math and GA depending on their skills :p I was kinda happy because he wanted his mum to make me his permanent everything tutor haha. :D he likes me! Yayayayayayay. Even though I'm strict, I guess he laughs a lot, so that's ok.

A deal we made is that when he writes a short story with stimulus, I have to write one too. I don't mind, because we have very different ideas and writing styles, so he can learn from mine.

But today I actually really liked what I wrote, so with some extra polishing and a bit more writing (they only get 20 minutes to write their short story! It's so fast! I struggle to complete anything because I'm used to double the time haha... Stupid HSC)

The stimulus I gave him was a picture of an old wooden box with gold lettering that read "do not open." I told him that the character disobeys and he has to write about what happens. He was pretty excited haha.

He writes well, with great ideas. But his writing is a bit basic and lacks good grammatical structure. I helped him structure his writing better already, so now it has a clear plot line. But now I need to help him be above acceptable. He needs to be brilliant >:3 (haha alysha's annoying English perfectionist streak returns! Although English is the only thing i did well in, apart from legal, so makes sense I guess.)

Anyway his mum has noted clear improvement, so she wants me to come more haha. On boxing day! Right after Christmas! As the day after! Shes kinda sad I'm going overseas for 3 weeks, because I can't work with him haha. But I'm so excited! Yayayayayayay overseas!

I'm ranting.

Anyway you don't have to read the next part, because I've probably lost ability to write over the non-HSC-period. Though I did nano. But that wasn't very good. I suppose this isn't very good either... More writing may come up, seeing as I have to write every time he does haha...

Alysha rant writing Yayayayayayay! Or not... haha :3

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Humans can never obey orders.

It's in our nature.

We can't help it.

A part of us wants to rebel. To break free of obligations and rules. To go wherever we want. To do whatever we want. Regardless of what other people say.

A park bench is infinitely more interesting when it is labelled 'wet paint.' You always have a compulsive desire to touch it, confirm that it is, indeed, wet paint, and that you should, indeed, not touch it.

People always want to do the opposite of what they are told.

So when a mysterious package that was simply labelled 'do not open' appeared on the doorstep of young Sally Nightingale, what else was she to do?

Naturally, she was fulled with an immediate and pressing need to open the box and discover it's contents.

However, this was a difficult task. The box was fairly small, but it was a heavy box of beaten metal that shone with a dull silver light. There was a lid and a hinge, but no latch.

Sally had a frustrating time trying to open it. There didn't appear to be a seal, yet the box remained firmly shut. There were no buttons on it's side, and even after shaking it, the box did not budge.

Just when she began to lose hope and start feeling depressed, the lid made a small clicking noise. It had opened by itself. (Perhaps the box was sentient.)

The object that was hidden inside was odd.

Her initial reaction was one of awe. Her second was deep concern, and her third was downright fear.

The small peak inside that Sally exposed herself to when the box opened slightly, enough for the lid to be ajar, was a vision of light. A warm, yellow light that seemed to hum with with energy and reminded her of sunlight breaking through clouds after a storm.

With a trembling hand, Sally raised the lid a centimetre higher.

Instantly, she was hit with a giddy sensation of ecstasy. It reminded her of her 4th birthday, the last birthday her entire family was together, the day at the beach when she was 16 and carefree, her first kiss in the pouring rain with a guy she thought she was destined to be with, and numerous days where she could sit back and just sleep, all rolled into one second of feeling.

She collapsed, her chest heaving, gasping for air. The pure emotions swirling inside her, powerful shots of memories, mixed with warm bubbles of joy. It shot through her brain like champagne, and left her feeling warm and happy.

She wasn't quite sure what is the box, but she knew it was something strong. Amazingly strong, bringing her memories out like that.

And then she stopped, concerned. What if it was some kind of wonderdrug, trying to capture a new victim that would pay excessive amounts for their next hit?

If it was a drug, she had a responsibility to hand the box to the police.

She swallowed her concern and pushed open the lid all the way.

It felt as if she was floating on cold fire. Head thrown back, she shrieked with joy and the rush she was experiencing, the pure exhilaration.

And then the lid snapped shut, and she lay on the ground, breathless with fear and wonder.

The box seemed to be full of something strange. An energy source? A drug?

She wondered how it came to her.

But what it was, she was certain of it.

Inside the box, was pure happiness.

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movie night

Haven't participated in a family movie night for a while, with HSC and all. We watched Snow White and the Huntsman.

There aren't very many movies that make me feel really really excited and also disappointed. Phantom of the Opera was one. This is the other one. I'm sincerely hoping Les Miserables will not be another one.

I just felt that Kristen couldn't act. She has no change in facial expressions at all, and her face was just... dopey. DOPEY. It frustrated me, especially since Charlize was soooooooo good. The plot, the cinematography, the sets, even the costume designs were all brill, but her acting is so wooden! ARGH.

I don't want to be a Kristen hater, but it's out there. I've seen enough on 9gag. But I seriously think she really brought the movie down. I just couldn't take her seriously, I didn't connect with her character, she didn't create emotion. Hell I felt bad for the Queen more than Snow White. And that end scene? Gosh. It was frustrating.

The thing is, she actually doesn't stop pulling the 2nd face. For everything.

Charlize was brilliant though. Gosh she's gorgeous. And such conviction. The costumes she wore, they worked perfectly for her. Such a costume could threaten to wear the actor, but i guess that's what happens when you were a model before an oscar winning actress.

Perhaps it's kind of harsh to be highly criticaly of Kristen when the counter lead is an Oscar winner. The only big movie she's shot is the Twilight series (i haven't watched it yet) so i dunno how good she is. But really, all the other relatively newbie actors who just came out with one feature film (Thor and Pirates 3) were brilliant too, so i can't say much. I dunno. She just frustrated me.

Perhaps if she was an actual new comer and wasn't in Twilight, it wouldn't have got such a negative reaction.

But I still probably would be frustrated by her lack of facial expression.

My mum told me she slept with the director. I just kind of blinked in shock.

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I read the japanese manga version of Battle Royale, which is what some people claim to be the original Hunger Games.

I have to say, they have their similarities, but they're both actually quite different. Hunger Games is way more political in my opinion. (SPOILER ALERT) I mean, with the extreme focus on humanity and leadership and that age old concept "absolute power corrupts absolutely." Where as I found Battle Royale more to be an exploration on humanity and what people could do when pushed, and the animalistic, brutal tendancies that are buried inside all of us.

I like them both, for different reasons.

(You can see how much I've been studying right?)

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Nanowrimo Sydney Western Area Kick off is tommorrow in Hyde Park! Also the zombie walk lol. Is anyone going to that? I would but I'm not let out of the house. Apparently I'll study at home. Well I probably wouldn't study if I was let out of the house either so meh.

Have you guys sorted out plots? I've sort of worked mine out, and developed two characters. Ish. I hope it turns out ok this year haha. Other years i ended up hating it so much I just stopped working on it. Have you guys chosen/worked out stuff already? I'm excited!

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My sister is a SISTAR fangirl.

Though i have to admit, when she showed me the video even my heart skipped a bit.

VEGAN???

It's so hot today. Put ice in my cup and I checked it like 5 minutes later AND THE ICE WAS ALL GONE :O :O :O :O

Went to get my dress adjusted, I'm too small for it lol. Americans and their sizing. I got confused :p

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I should be working but i'm not. :p

I saw this thing on the internet called a rain room. Pretty frickin awesome. Apparently it uses some computer thing to tell where you are, so when you walk through the room, you never get wet, although everywhere around you it's raining. Crazy.


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My mum loves watching afternoon tv, all those talk shows and such. And there is this one called Dr Oz.

And he was like, pushing this amazing dude where he lost like 40kg and his cholesterol went down by half and my mum was like WOW.

And then he said "I went vegan"

And then my mum was like "We're going vegan!"

And I was like "... crap."

Vegan! How can I go vegan!

Vegetarian maybe, but not vegan.

I like my dairy too much.

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How are your module studies going? :) I was in my room and I accidently bumped into my TARDIS cookie jar from the back. And then it made the TARDIS noise and I was like:

16 days till end for me!

AOS was actually ok somehow.

hehehehe.
I spent an embarrassing amount of time on that. 

Paper 2! 17 days to go! 6 exams to go!

then nano.

I actually was thinking about my nano when I was trying to sleep last night, thinking of basic plots and such. I'm actually really excited about it! :)

hehehe

Anyway, i'm going to go watch a very potter musical again, cause i'm so lame AWESOME.

Then will write drama practise essay.

yeah.

Also, found this article about an alternate ending to the pond farewell. :( POOR MR WEASLEY MR WILLIAMS!!!! (hurhurhur)

Also, my internet is capped, SO EVERYTHING IS SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUPEER SLOW. LAME LAMETY LAME LAME.

Although maybe it's a good thing, because i might actually study.

lol jks.

I never study.

Also, before i go

good luck for paper two cram tomorrow guys!!!

Creative...

So I read this NY times article online today, and all I could think of Belonging and Navigating the Global. Could use as related for either one.

Read something by the Ruse dota crew. I think I'm dramatically effected by it. They have intense imaginations.

Also i'm kinda pissed because i forgot to save my 6th edit of my navglobal essay so i'm back to editing it again. for the 7th time.

I've been listening to ipod on shuffle and stuff i haven't heard in a long time came up. Like all the jap music i was obsessed with when i was in year 8and9.

And amazingly i still remembered all the words, and i was singing along.

EL, remember diamond tree? i still remember most of the dance.

yay hare hare yukai!

tbh sometimes, when i'm home along and it comes on shuffle, i would get up and dance it. (SO SAD I KNOW)

but if my sister's in the room i'll just move my arms.

Actually this reminds me of the time when RC was watching the series cause me and michelle were watching it, and he stood up at the front of english and did the mikuru beam LOLOLOL

 

mi-mi-mi-MIKURU BEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAM!!!!

Also, my TARDIS cup can hold a remarkable amount of liquid. Must be because it's bigger on the inside :D

 I'm so lame.

 Anyway, leaving

Awks...

So the other day (sunday) i was walking in Eastwood with my mother and this girl smiled at me so naturally i smiled back.

And then she was like "Alysha?" and i was like "yeah :)"

And then she was like "OMG" and ran forward and gave me a hug.

And then i started panicking.

I actually have an incredibly horribly terribly bad memory, especially with people's name. Tbh I sometimes forget the new guys who came in year 11. And when i say new guys i actually mean the guys, because i  met all the girls properly and became somewhat friendly.

Basically i don't remember anyone's name unless they make a really big impression on me. Really really big. Or if i meet them alot. like all the time. And they mention their name all the time. lol.

So basically school is really good for learning names. I'm going to be awful in uni.

So back to the story

Anyway, while i was hugging her i was frantically trying to recall who the hell she was and where on earth i met her before. Then she pulled away and i looked at her face again and i STILL HAD NO IDEA WHO SHE WAS.

And then the conversation turned toward the usual niceties; how's hsc, studying, timetable, etc etc etc... And the whole time i was looking at her face trying to figure out where i had met her.

And then she asked me "how's church?" and then i was like oh ok she must be someone from a christian thing i've done.

And then i realised that didn't narrow anything down at all because pretty much all the people i know oustide of school were from christian things... lol.
 
So then she said bye, and then i said bye and waved as she ran off to goodness knows where back home.

And then my mum looked at me and was like "you have no idea who she is don't you?"

and i was like "how did you know?"

And she just smiled and walked off.

AND I STILL HAVE NO IDEA WHO SHE IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I want to be a part of a musical after hsc. I don't care how. I don't care what. I don't care where.

I just want to be part of a musical.

MUSICALS ARE AWESOME :)

Slave - er, I mean PA - day

Today, I:
- danced gangnam style 12 times
- danced the Macarena
- danced the chicken dance 8 times
- serenaded
              • miss cowghill (someone like you)
              • miss savage (nothing on you shouted across the quad)
              • a lot of random yr 7s
              • some poor yr 11 (i'm yours on a borrowed ukulele in physics.)
              • a group of year 8s on their robbed guitar (Friday)
- belted "I'm a Barbie girl" and "Friday" to a weirded out quad
- drove a physics class nuts with call me maybe
- made fart noises in a bio class
- "confiscated" someone's phone for texting in bio class
- taught a perms and combs class in math
- edited a bunch of ext1 short stories
- acted out othello
- took ancient history notes
- rapped about boudecia(?) (some british warrior queen)
- charades in ancient history based on wilu-something
- drew mr blundon in physics on the white board.
- played 'fairy tale space jump'
- played 'honey, smile for me'
- acted out Downtown :D
- talked about Yu-gi-oh with some yr7s.
- stole the soccer ball from the back oval boys in yr 11
- grabbed a guy and told him I'm pregnant (he ran away lololol)
- chased Jaewoo because I was supposed to 'dack' him.
- dackked sid (sorry dude...) [he was wearing a skirt and tights]
- dressed up in a brown Afro and the ruby moon dress from drama. Apparently I looked too much like Annie so they put make up on me
- sung the Annie "tomorrow song" to an ext1eng class.
- third wheeled a very awkward yr 11 couple (was told to)
- ran around the quad screaming "the rapture is coming! YOLO!" and grabbing people's faces.
- bursting into random classrooms shouting "did you miss me?"
- stole mr blundon's pen
- took notes and did odd jobs for teachers

overall, it was an intense, tiring experience that was actually kind of fun :p

Going once, going twice...

Lots of things have happened recently, but I haven't written much for a while...

It was UNSW open day last saturday. Was really quite good, I got to play quidditch! :D I was a chaser, it was kinda cool. We played against the uni team and we tied, 30 each, by the end of the game. We didn't score any points though. (the snitch is only worth 30 points in this game haha, to prevent unfair advantages for catching the snitch.)

UNSW was really tiring, actually. Having to walk up and down all those stairs... :p

But it was fun :) maybe I will seriously consider it for a uni, I dunno.

Sunday was my dad's birthday dinner night. We went for Korean BBQ buffet. I felt slightly ill afterwards... Ended up eating way too much lolololol. But it was really nice :)

Also, we had art show and HSC drama night on monday and Tuesday respectively. It was cool.

Also, I was sold for PA auctions today... Although I only went for $75, collectively our prefect group broke the $3000 mark :D double what we originally aimed for. :) it was awesome.

Also, i had amazing sugar cane juice and milk pudding today :)

Hoping that tomorrow i won't be made to do too many horrible stuff... Haha.

prefect assissant advert

Dunno if you go to Baulko or not, but if you do, this is the reason why you should buy me as your Prefect Assisstant at the auction! (lol this is the full version that got cut down.)

Btw the fulll video of everyone (dudes, buy me, i'm way cooler)  is here.

LOOK NO DOCTOR WHO REFERENCES!!!!!!!!

OOOFT NO MORE WRITTEN EXAMS.

YAYERS!

although i'm still not free askjasdghaosiunvaowisgn cause i have drama and ext2, but hey! i don't have to see  stupid exam centre vibe anymore. I swear, that room was so much less menacing for trivia night :p

anyway, i basically didn't study for legal, so i think i did pretty badly lol. I just made up things for my two essays. Oh well. At least i sort of answered the question. Maybe.

I did pretty badly in 2nd drama essay though. ergh.

Oh well.

So instead of thinking of that, or my ext2, or my drama prac, i shall instead think of cool happy thoughts, like what i will do after exams!

For example, i could watch doctor who and read manga again, insteading of studying.

Oh wait, i'm doing that anyway.

King of hard work!

Not.

At any rate, i'm looking forward to Live Aid, but i have a bit of a feeling i will suck haha.

here's some amazing girl i found today

I really liked her arrangement, it was really cool :D

So yes.
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ALSO THERE IS A MASSIVE SALE AT TYPO, IT'S SO GOOD.

I really wanted to buy the $10 lantern set, i've wanted it for so long... alas i have no cash. aha.

It's ok. I'll get 3 jobs after i do hsc. Then i can online shop as much as i want. >:D

ETSY DOCTOR WHO MERCH HERE I COME!

I have become quite the Etsy addict. I check it periodically every 3 or so hours.

Unfortunately, all the people that appear to make good doctor who/nerd stuff either live in England or Ameria.

Are there no arty geeks in Australia?????????

Anyway here's some of the cool stuff i found.

I  know, I have weird tastes.

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Have fun guys!

Just felt so bludgy...

Felt so bludgy today. Barely did anywork. Watched This Means War (Which i really loved, i personally would have made a different choice, but then again, i do have a sort of bias.)

Also I have recently fallen in love with this british singer who does a duet with this rapper who's also british. I think it's the only rap i'll be willing to listen to. Might be because he's so sweet and his accent is delicious.

The singer's name is Sid Bowden, and the rapper's name is Joe Turone.

I think I love them. They're beautiful. :)

This song is the first one i listened to, i nearly cried, immediately followed them and liked the facebook page.

I'm gone. New favourite non-record-holding band. :D

But the song was so beautiful, really, makes me want to cover it. :)


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Ever woken up late? I do every day! (Guess that's not really late anymore, if its everyday haha.)

Anyway, here's how to manage that awful bed head regardless of how you appear.

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Also my Church was on masterchef as the guest audience in the Yum Cha challenge.

It was kinda funny hearing all the white people who were interviewed saying it was really tasty because my mum kept screaming "NO IT WASN'T IT WAS SO BAD!"

But yeah, my sister was on alot, she got a least a minute worth of filming? So cool. :)

And the entire episode my family kept standing up and screaming "OMG IT'S ________!!! LOOK LOOK THERE BEHIND THE GWEILO!!!!" in canto haha.

and my mum kept calling up my grandma and screaming in chinese "did you see my daughter? My daughter was on television! WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME I TOLD YOU TO WATCH IT!!!"

haha.

Apparently my grandma was cooking instead. :) She doesn't like Masterchef, she thinks its silly.

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My mum says the coolest things. We were talking about gowgee because i really wanted soup noodles, and then we were talking about lord of the rings and my mum was like "yea, frodo and sam gowgee."

i nearly died laughing.

Frodo Baggins and Samwise Gowgee. (Y)

We ended up discussing an entire line of Lord of the Rings yumcha, with silly names that made no sense, because the only one that had anything remotely to do with it was SAMWISE GOWGEE.

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Also, Tri-schools is coming! Am excite. :)

B-A-U-L-K-O YEAH!